So Far Behind!

(Note: Our computer crashed a few weeks ago(We were able to recover all of our data last night) and we are borrowing a laptop, which I can not type on. So if there are a few more spelling or word errors then normal I blame the laptop)!

Ever since I went to the ER, I have been in this rut that I have not been able to pull myself out. I am so far behind in EVERYTHING. From dishes to vacuuming, I just can't seem to keep up. I wonder if it is even worth trying to catch up. As I have been trying to get better, I have had tons of help from visiting teachers(and others in the ward who have taken Brett to go play) and Mom and Dad Wierschke who have cleaned my house top to bottom. Some how after everyone leaves and we start making messes again, I find myself feeling helpless. I do have to say that I managed to get the laundry done this weekend and by done I mean washed. It is by no means folded, we just have little piles everywhere. Sometime I wonder if there will ever be a day when I have conquered all of my piles and everything will be in its proper place. Days come and go and I look back and realize that I did nothing that day. It is hard as a wife and a mother to know the my responsibility it to take care of my little family, and I can't, my poor body is just way to weak. Bless Jon's heart, he has stepped up and taken alot upon himself. He just does what needs to be done around the house, and when that is done he works on his school work. Often there isn't enough time in the day for him to get his work done, but I am grateful for what he does do for me.

Anyway long post, but I just felt like I owed it to the blog and to those who check this thing everyday. As for pictures the top on is of my boys cooking. Brett loves to hang out with dad and when dad is cooking this is the only way it works, to Bretts satisfaction. The bottom picture is of Brett after he helps grandma do the dishes. You can see the everything around the sink is soaked!!